Because im home alone and no one else is around :D. Nice eh? Well not so nice..Madeleine left to go to Cape Cod and im stuck at home. But the good news is nudity is okay. And not just that but i got a chance to explore the area a bit. If there is one big thing i have learned about new york, is that it has frequent rain spazzes. No kidding, it will go from this-
To this-
In at least thirty minutes maybe even less time. Well it was good for me because i went shopping at Wegmans and it was pouring when i went in and sunny when i got out. So thats good :D.
I have also learned that employment rate here is very awful. I have had little chance to get a better job, im still a milkshaker at Johnny Rockets. But i shall not give up hope! Something has got to give, and im not going back home just yet. I just cant go. I need to be here with Madeleine.. ah hell, cue the love sick picture
Its been pretty hard living out on your own in a new state with little to now support
Its been even harder struggling to find a full time job so you can stay
Its been even more hard to try and hang on to the hope that all will be alright
Whats kept me going? Well i love Madeleine Bryant. She's had it rough as well as i, but i still love her. Its rough...and it keeps getting rougher...but i still love her. She makes me very happy...this woman right here-
She makes me very happy..i couldn't tell you why. Its just when we're together the world is right. Its why i moved all the way over here in the first place. We have our differences, sure, but it stands to be nothing once we're together. She's such an extraordinary woman...i wouldn't give her up for the world...<3
It did not take long for me to ignore my blog now did it?
Its not so much that i want to ignore it, or that i am ignoring it, its just i really have very little news that is anything spectacular. See, i wanted this blog to be something i could write in when i feel like im making progress. And i haven't! Not a single bit. Except for more working. I did manage to get JUST a sliver enough to pay for my insurance. That was far too close..i wont have any money afterwords. Is this...what we all call..LIFE?!!
It must be! And im just glad i managed to slip through without any problems. Other than no cash, but i should be able to make it till next week. I may even have myself an even better job by then. I was called by a recruiter for another shot at a tech job! Only problem was he spoke barely any English. But! Out of sheer concentration, i managed to understand what the hell he was telling me. Basically i will find out if i got it or not....or if i even get a chance to an interview.
And i witnessed the burning of the papers with my lover and her three friends :D. It was pretty nifty, we cooked hot dogs! We ate unhealthy snacks! I tried running around and found out i was very out of shape! Nah, just hot out. Or maybe i really am out of shape, hmm..
Either way i had a blast. New York is much different than Kansas, and i have barely scratched the surface. Heres hoping to some more uplifting entries!
Well this is a first. Its been an entire week and i really have nothing to say. Its been fairly normal. I have worked at Johnny Rockets, i got my first paycheck, i opened a bank account, i went shopping today, it was a relatively normal day!
The only exception is now i must find an apartment. Well, a second job first, but i need to get moved out. Time is running short. I suppose i am just very busy and have had a lot on my mind. I'll try this again later when i have had time to think...
Well Johny Rockets has proved to be a much better work than anything else I've tried. I have a full weeks work and i get paid this week (I lied about getting paid last Friday ): ). Barrister is now on my shit list because i have not been paid for my first work. Its been...what...three weeks? I even managed to get another job but the person i was working for wasn't there. How frustrating -_-. So once i get paid I'm telling them to go screw themselves sideways. What an unorganized company. I'm still waiting on word about the job i was interviewed for too. Looks like the Tech industry sucks if you are not a college graduate..hrm.
Happy belated fourth of July everyone! I went and saw fireworks out in an open soccer field with my lover and her pa. We saw many, many fireworks! Ones that looked like a waterfall, ones that looked like mitosis, and one very particular firework that they showed quite a bit. This right here!
Yes, they smiled at us. One of them didn't go off quite right so it was kinda squished. Looked hilarious :D. After that we listened to Disney songs as we went home. All in all, its one of the best 4th of July i have ever had. We had a huge feast with hot dogs, watermelon, burgers, and potato salad! All i was missing was some swimming. Which eventually i plan to hit the beach. Oh, one more note, me and the Pa are kicking BUTT on the backyard. Absolutely going to make that place look awesome again. Those buyers are lucky..
I do apologize for not drawing much since my first entry. I have been doodling a bit, but i think whats happened is i realized that keeping a blog updated is big work. So i might just stick to updating once a week. Until then take care!
